strange night; school group

Last night was so weird... I was told after the fact it was a full moon (whatever that is supposed to imply--Roman says it has a yang energy to it). I went into basically a full-on ayahuasca experience, but without taking anything at all, or even meditating. I was completely awake. I realized simple things about myself and people I know, I floated around, I brushed my mother's hair. I don't know how long this sort of thing will last but I am grateful for the time being. It sounds all made up, honestly. If I were someone else, I would have a hard time believing it. But it's always good to have an open mind, or you miss out on a lot. And no one has to believe anything I say.

Hopefully I will get more sleep tonight. I felt so flush with vibrating energy, it must have been one or later by the time I finally fell asleep. I don't know how I can go from feeling like everything is so drab in the world to feeling all the energy contained in a moment. The drabness is a misperception--but getting out of that state is easier said than done.

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I am also getting involved in a good group on campus that takes a good look at sustainable agriculture. This week's reading for the book group is on futures markets. It's really good for me because I have never bothered to learn much about economics--mostly because it is ridiculous and profit-based instead of community-based. But it affects everything right now and if I am going to be a Renaissance woman, I need to become knowledgable in this area.